Now that my antidepressant dose is so minuscule, I am noticing some things. One is that I am much more emotional than I was while taking my full dose. It is actually really nice to be able to weep again after years of feeling sort of numb. Another thing I am noticing is that my spiritual […]Continue Reading... No Comments.
For most members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, the temple is a place to which they can retreat when darkness and heaviness weigh on them. Within the walls of the temple, they find comfort and peace. It is a place of sacred learning, prayer, hope, and connection. For most of my […]Continue Reading... No Comments.
From eternity I was weaving, from the first, from the beginnings of the earth. -Proverbs 8:23 (alternate translation) My earliest memories are steeped in mother-loss. Around the time I was 18 months old, my parents took us all to see E.T. in the movie theater (I fell asleep) and then told us they were getting […]Continue Reading... 1 Comment.
Being now in the third trimester of my 6th pregnancy, I have been focused on birth preparation. One of the ways I am preparing for my birth is creating a sacred, peaceful, healing space within my bedroom. My plan, for this time, is to give birth at home, so it has been possible to prepare […]Continue Reading... 3 Comments.
Two summers ago, my wonderful friend Amber asked if she could interview me for a project she was working on. At the time I was in Utah visiting my family for the summer, and I was newly pregnant with my 5th baby. Amber and Camlyn came to my dad’s house and set up their cameras […]Continue Reading... No Comments.